SO THERE IS THIS GUY...
...and I kind of like him. <3


I've gotta post more often. orz

Fuck you California. Fuck you and your special acoustic lives for Miyavi and your autograph sessions GODDAMMIT.
*DEEP INHALE*
I don't even know if I can go to the live in New York. It's so...inconvenient. Which shouldn't be an issue cause it's Miyavi. BUT IT IS.
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I need to, like, post more. HAH. I love you guys. I love reading your entries even if I never remember to comment. <3
I'm a loser. orz

Besides the possibility of Meev, this rest of the year is going to be SO. FUCKING. AWESOME.
I'm super excited. &hearts; <-- why is this fail all of a sudden? Aaand I love how I have practically nothing else to say. I'LL THINK OF THINGS. Like an art dump or SOMETHING idontevenknow.

Stay sexy, my lovelies. ;)

AHH OH MY GOD OH MY GOD.
My friend Megan and I are going to see Amanda Palmer on November 18th YESSS.
I've never actually been to a concert with any of my friends so this is going to be GREAT.
I also love Amanda Fucking Palmer. <3

Hahah I shouldn't even make excuses for not posting anymore. /broken record
UGH school is here. Actually, I'm really enjoying it so far. Totally stress-free classes. Fantastic.

But the best thing that happened this week was that Miyavi accepted my friend request on Facebook OHHH~ <3
SPEAKING OF FACEBOOK.
IF YOU HAVE ONE, TELL ME, SO I CAN STALK YOU. ;)

Ohgawd I never post anymore. Which I really really apologize for since a little while back I added some awesome new friends, and now they see what a loser I am. x3 I'm really sorry I hardly ever comment either. I'm a lurker by nature so I usually read most everything. But I'm a nervous commenter orz. But starting now, I'm gonna try to comment on everyone's stuff. C:
I'm gonna try to post more too. Truly, a lot of my old friends on here never/hardly ever post anymore, so I guess I kinda fell out of it too.
Boo.

Aaanyway...
I said I was going to clean out my inbox on dA but I stopped doing that too. I don't know what my deal is. I can never get a momentum going with this sort of thing. And now the summer is going to be coming to a close. Which reminds me that I have the most awesome lunch period this year with most of my kickass besties. Yay. &hearts; Not too happy that I finally NEED to take Health/PE this year though. Kinda makes senior year suck a little. Can't be helped though... Hopefully McChubbs can make it through gym class hahaha.
I'm also taking AP 2D Design this year, which is driving me mad. I have so many summer assignments, and even though I'm almost done it's pretty much consuming all my free time. So I hardly get to work on my own art. ;__; It's fun though, I admit, and I'm looking forward to the rest of the year. C: I have to do a 12 piece concentration, and the subject I picked is visual kei and all the subgenres and whatnot. I'm super excited about that. Gives me an excuse to draw pretty Japanese men. :B

I'm on vacation right now but we hijacked the internet from the house we're renting, so I'm gonna update as much as I can. XD

I love you guys, you know. Don't forget it okay? Even if I drift away from here a lot.
I really care about you, my lovelies. &hearts;
Someday I want to draw giftart for everyone on my friend's list. C:

HAHAHAHA

WHAT.

This is epic for the sheer number of wtf responses and the hilarity that's going down at seannau's journal.

Anyway.
Oh god WHERE IS THE SUMMER GOING. I haven't written anything, barely checked my flist, and I have a ton of stuff to comment on. Oh man oh man sjkdkfhsydhfduhyfggj
I'm in the midst of actually updating my deviantART though haha. It's about time. Hopefully that motivation can make it to LJ too? C:

IT'S ON.
( and I just wanted to preserve this fucking epic/horrible writer's block )

Okay so I lied. BUT HERE I AM NOW, HELLO. ♥
First I want to share my amazing experience at Anime Matsuri, because it was the greatest weekend of my life~ ♥ ( even though it was like FOREVER ago )

♥

Cut for lots of fangirling and BEAUTIFUL PICTURES of MIYAVI~ ( pics belong to Music Japan+ :) )
Major props to you if you actually bother reading it all haha.

( My name is Miyavi and I'm here to rock the hell out of you. ♥ )


YESSS SNAGGED A PICTURE. ♥
If you don't know him, he is the one in black. :>

I have a lot more to say... like how I actually told my crush of 3 years that I FRIGGIN LOVE HIM. Yeah, but that's a good story for another day. ;) Bear with me as I get caught up with commenting! ♥

Yeah so I have so much I want to say OH MY GOD.
I haven't posted since I left for Texas. Because lots of stuff happened between then and now, and my attention was severely diverted.
BUT HEY I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT MIYAVI WAS FUCKING AMAZING.
OH YOU SEXY BASTARD, YOU SEXY MARRIED BASTARD I FRIGGIN' LOVE YOU.
*EXPLOSION OF HEARTS*

So yes, I also want to say hello to *~NEW FRIENDS~* brought to my hideous bat cave by way of awesome friending memes. HI GUYS I-I LOVE YOU. ♥ :D I hope we will get to know each other, and talk a lot in the future!

I have a lot I need to say but I CAN'T right now. So t-tomorrow maybe? It's a date! ;)

TEXAS IS GOOOOOO
MIYAVI FOR THE FUCKING WIN.

Be back Sunday. :D ♥

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Heehee I love doing these. I think it's very personal and fun. :)

MIYAVI NEXT WEEK AT ANIME MATSURI EEEK!!
*~*EXCITED*~*
I seriously cannot wait! I can't believe it's already here and happening WHAT. ♥ I'm counting the hours!!

Not much else to say...except this; in my last post I was talking about my friend Chan, yes? Well him and his girlfriend broke up.
Call me a bitch, but when he told me, it took everything in me not to smile in joy. I had to pull a "whaaat? Oh, I'm so sorry..." BUT before I make myself out to be so heartless, he said it was pretty much mutual and that he was completely fine. I have an inkling the break up was more on her end, but as long as he's happy and they're okay, then I really don't care. I'm happy to have my friend back. And I told him this. And he laughed and agreed so I'm hoping we're cool. But yeah... she's going through family troubles though, poor thing. I really miss her since she's been out for a while. ;_; I hope everything will be okay for her. ♥
But yeah, honestly? I miss the days when all of us were just friends, without this drama and deception and heartbreaks and tears.
But again, like I've said so many times... Such is high school, right?

That's all I've got. Hopefully I'll get some commenting done today hehe. I love you guys!! ^3^ ♥

I love how my parents watch Summer Heights High with me haha. ♥

Okay, so I said in my previous post that I'm horrible with commenting and all that jaja. But my legit(?) excuse this time is that Firefox has been acting horrendously slow like fucking MOLASSES and it was a trial to get to absolutely any page. :( But I've fixed it so hopefully I can get up to date tomorrow. :D

So yeah! Kris is coming to visit me this summer YAYAY. Kristin, you know I've been a freaky little fangirl since the beginning, and I sincerely commend you for putting up with me for this long haha. And I'm eternally happy that we've become such good friends over the years. :) AND that I will actually meet you face to face is unreal! I'm really really excited! I just hope you don't find ME boring...actually I'm really spastic in real life, so contrarily I hope you won't run screaming from my house. xD
So YEAH I'm counting the days!

So what else is going on... I'm finally looking at colleges, as I said. RINGLING PLEASE. Not the circus. The college. ;) Ringling is mega top-notch and offers a plethora of diverse majors, which I can appreciate. Though I'm torn between illustration, game design, and animation. Haha guess I've got to decide, eh? My friend may go to their summer program, and that's really exciting and I'm happy for him! I actually hope we end up both going there in the end. Because... hah because I love that kid and I miss him terribly now that his girlfriend has waltzed in and prompted him to alienate me whenever she's around BUT that is a story for another day. Which I will go into, because I have a lot to vent concerning that...
Alright, I've got little else to talk about, so I'll open up now.

For all intents and purposes I'll call him Chan, which IS my nickname for him BUT only the 6 know that so hopefully it won't get back to him.
Chan is one of my best friends irl. I knew him first out of our group of six, and I'm very close to him. A new girl came to our school this year and now they're dating. And that's lovely. But I found out that...she was jealous of me and Chan's relationship, which caused him to start ignoring me, until I found out that allegedly he had told her he liked me and THAT is the reason for the ignorance...? I'm very confused. ;-;
What I do know for sure is that he is changing, that he is not the person I once knew. That she is changing him even if it's unintentional. And I miss my friend. And I've told him this. But he always seems to misunderstand what I'm trying to say. I don't know what to do, because I don't think there is anything I CAN do. I hate that I am jealous of her. I am torn between wishing them all the best and wishing them ill will. I guess you can't help how you feel. But I just want my friend back, that is all. I love his girlfriend, I do...but she is turning him away from all of us, not to mention her cousin is a real bitchy piece of work who hates us although she does not know us. And as far as I know Chan never defends us. Instead he drives her and her friends around even though she also insulted HIM! It makes me so angry!
Such is high school drama. If anyone has any thoughts on this it would be greatly appreciated for sure.

WHAT ELSE. Mr. Beautiful AKA Derek makes my day every day by simply existing and being present in my art class. Why yes, I am in fact a creeper thank you for asking. I asked him for a picture of his (mustered up my courage!) and now he says hi to me a lot so that is just lovely. :) *swoons*

I think I'm done. x3 FOR NOW. DUN DUN DUNNNN. ♥